i think the title already pictured everything bout what was happened in my life recently...
i still able to handle few difficulties but when it affected me on the other side of it, i felt i could do better if i think at first side.....
on 3rd Jan this new year, my beloved brother just get married....i handled a lot of things during the ceremony, he's the groom, so i know he counted on me on everything...from the hall to the bedroom...sewing the curtain until prepared the 'hantaran'....(pictures will upload later)...
but this is not what im trying to write under this title....
actually i also unable to find out what is exactly happened to my life recently. Syam did asked me about me behaving cold to him and to most my friends....i dont know...felt like something is just missing....
answering calls everyday doesnt make me become more patient..but totally 500km out of my patient line... I scolded customer when they asked simple questions (which sometimes really STUPID)...
i dont make friends anymore...i've no longer called my bestfriends...
what is wrong with me...?help me out from this....
