Torn...

I thought I saw a man brought to life

He was warm

He came around like he was dignified

He showed me what it was to cry

Well you couldn't be that man I adored

You don't seem to know

Seem to care what your heart is for

But I don't know him anymore

There's nothing where he used to lie

My conversation has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's fine I'm torn

I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake

And I can see

The perfect sky is torn

You're a little late

I'm already torn

So I guess the fortune teller's right

Should have seen just what was there

And not some holy light

Which crawled beneath my veins

And now I don't care I had no luck

I don't miss it all that much

There's just so many things

That I can touch I'm torn

I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake

And I can see

The perfect sky is torn

You're a little late

I'm already torn

Torn.....

There's nothing where he used to lie

My inspiration has run dry

That's what's going on

Nothing's right I'm torn

I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I am shamed

Lying naked on the floor

Illusion never changed

Into something real

I'm wide awake

And I can see

The perfect sky is torn

I'm all out of faith

This is how I feel

I'm cold and I'm ashamed

Bound and broken on the floor

You're a little late

I'm already torn

Torn..

ermmm

sekarang ni aku tak tau bahawa aku sesuai atau tidak untuk bidang ni (kewartawanan)...aku cuma mahu menimba pengalaman dalam bidang penulisan akhbar dan meneruskan cita2 aku ke bidang wartawan penyiaran.....tapi nampaknya sekarang bidang akhbar pon aku tak baper nak sure da...
arini sepatutnya ada interview penyampai berita radio kat RTM...bila da jadi camni..ntah la..aku pon tak sure whether aku boleh buat or tak...nway...bila aku tnya senior...nampaknya mcm dorg sokong aku n suh aku try jer...cuma...aku takder keyakinan cam smlm utk wat ni smua..
takperla...mungkin bukan rezeki aku arini..tak guna pergi kalo takder confidence.....nanti wat org sangsang depan2 jer....
nway...i miss qila so much..duk jer sebumbung tapi jarang dapat jumpa..maklumla dia pon makin sibuk skg ni...compared ngn aku yg tak abis2 menyibuk skg ni..huhuhuh
else....? Kak Intan pon sejak kawin ni asyik menghilangkan diri jer...rindu lak nak pi uptown ngn dia...shopping berdua.....muka cam kakak tapi saiz mcm adik..hikhikhikhik...
p/s: kak intan jgn marah eh....
nway semoga kak intan berbahagia hingga ke akhirat..
ke syurga disisi hamba Allah yang beriman hendaknya....
balik kampung....
lama tak balik kg...aritu da nak balik da....cuma apa teknikal problem...sampai gaduh besar gara2 nak balik kg...(ngn syam)....ingat boleh la balik kg lepas memberontak tapi tak jadi gak akhirnya...
camnerla nak jadi bini yang taat one day kalo camni jer ari2....

worst...more worst.....and thousand of worst....

shiela..... read....read....read....
itulah word yg senior selalu gunakan kat aku..ermmm bukanlah la aku selalu malas baca, cuma kdg2 perbincangan dorg tuh advance sgt....
bila aku bergaul ngn kwn2 yg sebaya aku, aku tau jer apa yang nak dibincangkan...maklumla bila bergaul ngn org2 senior dlm bidang ni mmg la pengalaman dorg lebih...takkan la nak bandingkan aku ngn dorg....
tapi kdg2 tuh malu gak, byk benda yg aku kurang rupanya.....
apa jer yang dorg ckp semuanya tak masuk otak aku..sng ckp tak kena ngn jiwa aku la....
yerla....otak fresh ngn benda2 kat u lagi..sekali terkejut ngn dunia ni...walaupon hampir menyesuaikan diri..
kadang2 bosan gak bila semua benda berkisar dunia 'journalism' ni....tapi bila da jumpa geng giler aku tuh...barulah kami boleh bentuk kerajaan baru biarpon masa tuh hanya lepak kat kedai mamak jer...
bila xder assignment aku bukannya nak baca2 sumber2 yg sepatutnya aku baca..tapi ni la..dok mem'blogging' jer kejenya...maklumla..baru nak berkecimpung dgn lebih aktif..seblm agak null jer blog aku ni....
aku harap aku tak worst from day to day...aku harap aku akan dikenali satu hari nanti....
dan buktikan kata-kata kwn aku yang aku ni tak lah worst sgt....hakhakhakhakha

election results 2008

PRU-12

• Parliament: BN won 140 seats and Opposition won 82 seats
• State: BN won 307 seats, Opposition won 196 seats and Independent won 2 seats.

p/s: kerajaan menang majoriti dan tidak mampu mengekalkan undi 2/3...

Keputusan yang mengejutkan byk pihak....pihak pembangkang (pada ketika itu) turut menyatakan mereka juga terkejut dengan keputusan pilihanraya tersebut.....
Ada pendapat mengatakan rakyat telah mula bersuara....namun tidak kurang juga pendapat mengusulkan bahawa rata-rata pengundi bukanlah dari kalangan pihak pembangkang tapi daripada kalangan mereka yang memprotes...
Segalanya dapat dilihat dengan jelas acapkali datangnya pilihanraya....semua badan2 berkuasa menguruskan tugas2 masing.....
Ada yang menyokong, ada pula yang membangkang....memetik kata2 seorang ketua pegawai eksekutif di syarikat swasta di ibu kota baru2 ini...
"kepimpinan negara sepatutnya bertukar setiap dua penggal, kerana apabila berada terlalu lama berada dalam kabinet, mereka merasakan cukup selesa sehingga lalai dalam melakukan tugas, pembaharuan dan tanggungjwab."
mmg ada benarnya dgn apa yang di ulaskan oleh beliau....namun begitu, muka2 baru perlu diberi peluang bagi membuktikan kebolehan mereka...
Selain itu, jika boleh sentiasalah bekerjasama dgn pihak yang dilabel pembangkang....bukan apa, takder ruginya kerana ini mampu mendapatkan kembali kepercayaan rakyat....
dan hasilnya...kes rasuah pon kurang...rakyat negara ini sentiasa terbela...
namun itu hanya secebis pandangan masyarakat...terpulangla kepada pucuk pimpinan....
mereka yang mencorakkan negara dr kain putih....sama ada jadi batik, songket atau kain buruk....
bak kata adik angkat Karam Singh Walia...."jangan hanya pandai mempromosi batik, tapi tak tau cara mencorakkannya".....saya adik Karam...melaporkan....(eh..da lebih2 lak).....
k la....takat ni jer kot....
bye...

FROM 3-8 of March 2008....

CRIME DESK
Just now, I was YM with Assim....he's covering "crime" now...hallo..it's crime...
Now, I think Assim is leading among other trainees from UiTM....
By the way, last few days, I got the chance to cover crime stories....hikhikhik....I went there with

my Spanish friends..some place at Jalan Berangan near Hotel Istana..but the moment we reached there...the senior told us that the body was sent to HKL already.

I missed the experience there...arghhhhhhhhh...
when i went back to the office they told me that the body belongs to Singaporean guy....and it is one of the ordinary case...What? murder like that became an ordinary one ar!!!!

FOOD REVIEW
hurm....on last thursday night, one of my senior reporter....Sean...had invited me for food review...yeah babe...
hurm...yummy....know what!!!I went for Italian Food at Desa Sri Hartamas....thats for free..
i had ordered "pizza topped makarana" something like that la...hurm...and many more...
yummy...burp....thats great...
im kind of much more love to this field...hahahhaha.....

GOLF MALAYSIAN OPEN 2008
I dont even know the guy who talked to me for the interview is the international golf player....
OMG....it's Thongchai Jaidee....i'm speechless.....
hikhikhikhik...i'll never forget that..
but the suck is..the event is at Kota Kemuning....
Im stuck with the jamm for hours and the journey like thousand years....
and I'm starving...
There's no food over there...
just the game and events...
are they an alien?
argh...
i just dont care how big is that event...how good are the players....but if they dont serve us (not even with a glass of water)....the event still sucks...

but..at the end of the day....it's only prove that..
THIS IS JOURNALISM...
what goes around comes around....

ELECTION

Election only happens in every four years...and for me being an attachment at here is a "luck"....this memorable situation will never been forgotten for the rest of my life....I got the chance to cover the election (even just key in the results..heheheh)

And today my many-many-many times stories came out....heheheheh....feel so good...

Everyone felt the same things like mine if they're story being published....

hope u guys enjoyed it....
tata...